Umm kay how do I put a picture in here??? when i go to the pic button it says i have to put the web addy in? am i retarded?

Yay!! After 4 weeks of doing my diet I've lost 8 pounds...and I think I'm gonna do it again for another month!  2 pounds a week isnt bad and its a healthy way to go:)

Labor day weekend was fun! Friday Jenny and I went shopping and bought a few cute things for my photo shoot that was monday...and then David came to Greeley and we went over to Jenny's for a movie night with her "boyfriend"? Saturday my sis came up to Greeley and her, David and I went downtown Denver to Taste of Colorado! I didn't k now what to expect but I had a lot of fun, and I ate way too much food! I tasted fried alligator though...actually suprisingly pretty good!  I also bought a cute bracelet and got a rose henna tattoo! Sunday I went to Fort Collins to church with David, then out to eat at panera bread for my free day...well pretty much I had a free weekend for my diet oh well! Then we went grocery shopping for his new house he moved into...we were looking for healthy food* this is why I went with him* but ended up getting only some healthy food and a bunch of junk....I told him I wouldnt go grocery shopping with him again lol.....then monday I had a photo shoot in highlands ranch..which is like an hour and a half away! It was amazing..and I had soo much fun...this guy had a huge house with like 3 or 4 different places/studios to shoot pictures in. I will be putting up a link in my aim profile of modeling pictures I've been doing here soon if you all want to check them out....So pretty much a good weekend!...didn't get any studying done for my CNA exam thats saturday though!!

Pray for me on Saturday! I take my written part of my certified nursing assistant exam at 8:30am and the skills part at 4:30pm...I'm super nervous and need to go start studying!! so I'll talk to you all later!

Love you all , and miss you like crazy!

Joce<3

Can I just say that God is soo Good! Today was the first day of school. I was so nervous I can't even begin to tell u...lately I've just been questioning my decision in coming back to Colorado and I've been trying to find   out what God's reason is for wanting me to be here so I was crying and praying a lot last night!

But anyhow, when I got to the english room there was a girl outside the room looking at a sign on the door. I asked her if she needed help and she's like oh yes i do...I'm looking for eng. 123...so i told her thats the class I'm in and this was the right room! So we introduced ourselves and sat next to each other..her name is Jenny. Turns out she took a year off of school and got married* is 20* and moved out to Colorado from Cali. where she went to azusa pacific an dshe said she was super scared about today as well...so i told her i came from a small christian college near chicago and she said she had friends that went to trinity! Sooo awesome that God would bring someone that was a Christian to sit beside me in my first class whe I was so nervous! She's also a pre nursing major like me and works at the church that my "boyfriend" David goes too and I've been there once and really wanted to s tart going again. So when David gets back from Oregon, we're all going out to lunch at Panera on Sunday after church! I can't wait:) God does answer persistent praying thats for sure! Oh and I wasnt the only upper classmen in my english 123 class and there were only two girls wearing short skirts! Made my day..My other classes went pretty well too.

In my med. pharmacology class there is a gorgous Paul Walker look alike that sat in the row in front of me and kept turning around and smiling....yeha yea it's only prolly b/c there's not that many cute girls in the class lol. and I met a girl named Heidi who is also in my patho class tomorrow! Last class of the day I met a girl named Shawnette...boy was she a talker and she's such a sweetheart...we talked for quite a while after classes...and when we got to my car we kept talking! I found out that she is in the same sorority as one of my close friends that went to hs with me! :) So today was a pretty good day. God really really blessed me with 3 cool new friends...especially jenny! I told my mom I think that she's my UNC angel...hehe she told me too that she had been praying really hard before class that God would send her someone that would show her her classrooms and around campus and help her out...which I did....:)

Another story....I was geting into my car after dropping something off in the nursing dept. and i was taking my shirt off that i had on over my tank top b/c it was reallyhot...and i look up and there were two guys standing on the sidewalk in front of my car smiling and pretending like they were taking off their clothes too!!! WHAT THE CRAP!?! i gave them a dirty look and backed out real quick lol...stupid horney boys! I'm gonna go watch Beautiful People!! Gntie everyone

Okay so  I'm super nervous! I start classes tomorrow at my school. This school is massive, sometimes I wonder why I seriously ever transferred to UNC...oh yea, b/c I had a bf that went here to help the transition go smoother for one, and a best friend that I was going to live with for two. Mind you those weren't the MAIN reasons, there were  quite a few reasons, but well, here I am! Stuck without that boyfriend, and without a roomate, b/c she got freaked out b/c of the size of the school and decided to ABANDON me in stinky cow smelling Greeley in a two bedroom apartment ALL by MYSELF! yes..you can sense the bitterness I know can't you!

Well atleast I have Jenny! Her and I went to all my classrooms today and all the buildings so that I wouldnt' be freaking out trying to find them tomorrow. Wow those buildings are soo confusing. There isnt just one "classroom" building like at Trinity thats for sure! So I found all my classrooms, which put me a little bit more at ease about starting school tomorrow. Although when I was in the b ookstop I found out that there are a TON of skanky freshman..let alone upper classmen girls that wear mini skirts up to their butt cheeks!! And there are a lot of horney guys as well. I walked into the bookstore and I was wearing a tshirt and jeans, and I thought I looked like crap...and yet a really hot guy came up to me the minute after I walked in and we had a lovely 10 minute conversation about life....lol fun times! But anyways, classes start t omorrow....College research paper from 8-9 with a ton of freshman...* the girls in skanky skirts, and the horney freshman guys looking for those types of girls*, medical pharmacology 230-320 in a freaken HUGE lecture hall....yes I know all you TCC people don't know what those look like....ya know the ones from saved by the bell collge years where atleast 200 people are in them...uh huh definatly not excited about that! And then I have Women in contemp. society at 335-420..or something. Everyone who reads this please seriously pray for me...my stomach is already in knots and I havnt even had classes yet! I already miss Trinity:( Talk to you all tomorrow sometime after  classes...I'll let you know how my first day went! <3Joce

Oh YEA on a brighter note.... The new season of One Tree hill comes on Wed night!!! :( But I won't have my laura or Jaclyn and melissa to watch it with:(

Well I had an okay weekend how bout everyone else? My roomate had been gone for a week so I was getting pretty lonley but atleast David would come over to keep me company pretty much every night! Saturday was fun! David and I went and got Subway and went up to Fort collins resevoir and had a lil picnic. It was such an amazing day out...a little too hot for me though! then we went to Loveland lake so I could play on the playground...I'm such a kid at heart. And David took pictures of me swinging on the swings:) Then we went home to my lil apt and popped in a movie until I fell asleep. Sunday I skipped church!! I know I'm so terrible..and David and I went to the denver airport to pick up Randi then we went home and played Life...where in I kicked David's butt! Monday was a lazy day...had to do an interview with a womens health club manager for my online class...which is going to be over tomorrow!! Yess I can't wait! Then I have to start studying for my certified nursing board exam:( That won't be so fun...then last night we went to David's softball game.

I'm getting so frustrated at trying to find a job in Greeley. The town is too fricken small and so during the summer they slow down and they don't hire anybody! I'm sooo mad at my landlady too b/c she said that we had to move in in July b/c there wouldnt be any other apts available when we wanted one in Aug. So we did and now that I can't find a job here I've been sitting on my butt all month doing absolutely nothing but working out and watching tv:( And suprise suprise two girls just moved in across the way , which means I could have stayed in the springs and babysat 3 days a week and more than likely been able to work at Panera Bread for a month for some extra money! So right now I'm upset at my landlady and this stupid manager guy from Starbucks who doesnt know how to return phone calls!!!!! Ah well hopfully my interview with Red Robin will go well tomorrow and then Friday I'm supposed to call the manager at Bed Bath and Beyond and he's going to tell me if he'll actually hire on for the fall....*fingers crossed* Kay off to starbucks to try and talk to the idiot manager wish me luck!